Go to Uni they said… It’ll be fun they said…

Now I know I talk a lot about uni, but in my defence it has been the most significant life event I’ve had recently. However it is now October, 5ish months since I finished university, and I still do not have a job. Granted, it’s mainly my own fault. But I have my reasons. University… Continue reading Go to Uni they said… It’ll be fun they said…

When I grow up, I want to be…

Today I’m having one of those bloody days. I feel like I’m always being made to do what people want me to do. If it was up to me, I probably wouldn’t do anything. Oh… I don’t actually really do anything. I get up, have breakfast and shower, do some things around the house, eat… Continue reading When I grow up, I want to be…

My Anxiety, My Struggle, My Control.

I am extremely lucky to rarely have panic attacks anymore, but last night hit me with the nastiest reminder that my anxiety is very much still a big part of my life. At around 3 in the morning I woke up feeling extremely sick and having emetophobia, you can imagine how this spiralled out of… Continue reading My Anxiety, My Struggle, My Control.