Happy Easter all… currently ploughing my way through my first Easter egg since returning from Milton Keynes for the weekend and feeling slightly nauseous. So this weekend I was with my boyfriend for the first time in 5 weeks. Our plans for Saturday were shopping, dinner and cinema. We trawled round the usual shops, I… Continue reading A little perspective.
I have lost count on the amount of times I have cancelled plans at the last minute. It all seems well and good at the time, arranging a meal or a night out with friends except the day before, the doubt creeps in. The options, the excuses, the desperate need to just stay at home.… Continue reading The anxiety bail.
So today I had an interview for a secretary position, I’ve been working at the hospital for 9 months now so naturally this felt like the next step, plus my team have been pretty much pushing me towards this since the day I started. Luckily (or unluckily) for me, the people on the interview panel… Continue reading A laugh for the day.
So for over a year now, I’ve avoided going to the dentist like the plague. Knowing my wisdom teeth were coming through, I knew the inevitable was eventually going to rear its ugly head – having them taken out. It was all plain sailing until I got an infection – I was in genuine agony… Continue reading Small victories.
I am desperate to be happy. But then I think, well hang on, I’m not that unhappy? I’m just… unsatisfied. I’m so bored of desperately feeling unhappy and unsatisfied, acknowledging that I don’t want to feel that way, trying to find endless solutions to awkward problems that don’t seem to actually have an answer and moaning about such… Continue reading Happiness.
I literally don’t even know why I’m writing about this, but here it is. I work in two departments in the hospital and on Friday morning I went upstairs to one of them to do my usual tasks. Yes, this is still bugging me and it’s now Wednesday. On my desk is a bright yellow… Continue reading Cupcake gate.
I have been desperate to write this blog post for ages, not because anyone will be anyone eager to know what has been happening in my life since starting my new job, but because I just need to get it all out… I’m in my third week of my new job and well, I honestly don’t… Continue reading Workin’ 9 – 5, what a way not to make a living…