So after 6 months in my first full time job role, including awful panic attacks, social paranoia, messing things up, sorting out ridiculous problems, rapidly folding letters before the 4:30 deadline, being shouted and asked if I was off my face over the phone – today, I handed my notice in. But for good reasons… I… Continue reading Changes.
Morning all! Got a day off work today after being out photographing yesterday, so I plan to spend it cleaning my room – exciting stuff right? Anyhow, last night I came across an article on an Anxiety & I page that I follow on Facebook, and found it very relatable and comforting so just thought… Continue reading What Anxiety Really Means.
I’m a little late jumping on the band wagon with this song… but I’ve never come across a song as powerful as this regarding my feelings and battle with anxiety. AMAZING. That is all.
Today I’m having one of those bloody days. I feel like I’m always being made to do what people want me to do. If it was up to me, I probably wouldn’t do anything. Oh… I don’t actually really do anything. I get up, have breakfast and shower, do some things around the house, eat… Continue reading When I grow up, I want to be…
I am feeling massively sluggish at the moment, like I’m not really going anywhere and sadly I don’t feel I have much more to say than that. I have so much time on my hands and so many things I could be doing, but I’m wasting it doing barely anything. I aspire to be organised, spontaneous… Continue reading Sluggish.
Is anyone else absolutely exhausted from hearing this? So I started my anxiety blog over a month ago now and I have only managed 3 posts since which is a pretty poor effort on my behalf! I would love to say I have been uber busy but quite honestly I have been spending a lot… Continue reading You’ll be okay!
I am extremely lucky to rarely have panic attacks anymore, but last night hit me with the nastiest reminder that my anxiety is very much still a big part of my life. At around 3 in the morning I woke up feeling extremely sick and having emetophobia, you can imagine how this spiralled out of… Continue reading My Anxiety, My Struggle, My Control.
So I did a really good job of keeping up with my blog by writing my first post then disappearing for 2 weeks to finish my very last piece of university coursework. But I made it! Naturally I have been spending my days doing naff all since and have told my boyfriend if I ever contemplate… Continue reading Trapped.
Hello, My name is Vikki and I have an anxiety disorder. After long and careful consideration, I decided that was the best opening line. Then I stopped to eat biscuits. I have been wanting to start a blog for a long time with a lot of things to say and now I finally have, I… Continue reading Starting at the Beginning.