So for over a year now, I’ve avoided going to the dentist like the plague. Knowing my wisdom teeth were coming through, I knew the inevitable was eventually going to rear its ugly head – having them taken out. It was all plain sailing until I got an infection – I was in genuine agony… Continue reading Small victories.
I am desperate to be happy. But then I think, well hang on, I’m not that unhappy? I’m just… unsatisfied. I’m so bored of desperately feeling unhappy and unsatisfied, acknowledging that I don’t want to feel that way, trying to find endless solutions to awkward problems that don’t seem to actually have an answer and moaning about such… Continue reading Happiness.
I literally don’t even know why I’m writing about this, but here it is. I work in two departments in the hospital and on Friday morning I went upstairs to one of them to do my usual tasks. Yes, this is still bugging me and it’s now Wednesday. On my desk is a bright yellow… Continue reading Cupcake gate.
Oh it’s that day again, the day that makes us feel like we should be showing that special someone that we love them just a little bit more than usual. Over priced chocolates, flowers, jewellery, meals out… But today, I felt a little different. Valentine’s day has always been a little tainted for me, and I… Continue reading Valentine’s.
Anxiety is irrational. Anxiety is unexplainable. Anxiety is unbearable. Anxiety is… laughable? I was on my way to Milton Keynes the other day and went into the waiting room at the train station because it was freezing. I sat reading the Metro until I suddenly looked at the slow opening doors to the room and… Continue reading Sometimes you have to laugh.
That feeling when it is so unbearable and exhausting to be around other people but at the same time you feel so alone and are crying out for help.
I thought I’d write a quick little blog to briefly reflect on 2016 and move forward with what I am hoping to make a good year. Initially I thought not much had really happened for me in 2016, but of course there have been a number of ups and downs. I started a new job… Continue reading Hello 2017.