I literally don’t even know why I’m writing about this, but here it is. I work in two departments in the hospital and on Friday morning I went upstairs to one of them to do my usual tasks. Yes, this is still bugging me and it’s now Wednesday. On my desk is a bright yellow… Continue reading Cupcake gate.
Oh it’s that day again, the day that makes us feel like we should be showing that special someone that we love them just a little bit more than usual. Over priced chocolates, flowers, jewellery, meals out… But today, I felt a little different. Valentine’s day has always been a little tainted for me, and I… Continue reading Valentine’s.
Anxiety is irrational. Anxiety is unexplainable. Anxiety is unbearable. Anxiety is… laughable? I was on my way to Milton Keynes the other day and went into the waiting room at the train station because it was freezing. I sat reading the Metro until I suddenly looked at the slow opening doors to the room and… Continue reading Sometimes you have to laugh.
That feeling when it is so unbearable and exhausting to be around other people but at the same time you feel so alone and are crying out for help.
I thought I’d write a quick little blog to briefly reflect on 2016 and move forward with what I am hoping to make a good year. Initially I thought not much had really happened for me in 2016, but of course there have been a number of ups and downs. I started a new job… Continue reading Hello 2017.
So my alarm went off this morning as it does every week day at 6:15am, except this morning it completely startled me, sending my heart racing and causing me to break out in a hot sweat. What on earth is happening, I thought to myself in my confused, half asleep, half petrified state. Oh, it’s… Continue reading Oh Monday..
Anxiety makes me feel like I am incapable of doing anything. Depression makes me feel like I can’t be bothered even if I wanted to try. I haven’t written anything for 6 months and I’m still stuck in this horrible, sad cycle, except now I’m 23, still have no idea what I’m doing and still… Continue reading Anxiety makes me feel…